Tuesday, December 11, 2007

Down time much?

Yay! I dont think I've ever been actually happay about down time. Hahaha. Hell we alll know sl definitly needed that. Now more then ever. So as Im sitting here listnening to the man of my dreams *cough* radio station, I think to my self "Hmmm, Gen why don't you fix up your page a lil bit." Seems to me that its been getting a lil outta handy here and there. Invited my niecey-poo Iceis to join. I dont know I'm in a totally randomish mood. Clicking away at other peoples pages and reading lots of blogs. As swanky as it might be have to keep it up to keep it going. I'm thinkin I'mma actually move on one of these days tho. I will eventually meet someone who feels the same about me as I do about them one day. Mehbeh jus mehbeh it will be sooner rather then later. Hell, I might actually stop complaining! The likly hoos of that tho... Slim to uhh none. Well back to editing and moving things around the pages. Smoochieepooks.

Thursday, December 6, 2007

Ventage

I think I'm to nice... yah too nice. When I have people in my life I care about I always put myself on the backburnner. Always tellin people do what make you happy. But am I happy? No not really. I have no problems expressing my feelings, what i want or anything. When it come to men... and love. Im pittyful. I SUCK AT IT!!! I always end up with my heart broken cuz its right out there for the taking and nobody wants it. I may suck at love but i do have sence. I cant just be someones convience. Treated like a store thats open when ever you ready for what you need. I care about my friendships more then anything. I'd rather be miserable and have people have what they want then be truly happy. How else did i end up where i am today. I used to say I'm ready when ever you are no matter how long when ever took. Now I cant do that. I can forgive only so much.
My honesty is what gets the better of me... i suck at lying. Blunt honesty is what you get with me. More then anything men appreciate that and thats what i think makes them see me as more a friend then anything. BOOOOOOOOOO this sucks ass cheeks. Ok so now that Im done venting. Im single again. Just friends is where I stay. Hell I give up. I said this would be the last time I tried to even be with anyone. It ends the same way.

Monday, December 3, 2007

8 TOTALLY RANDOM FACTS ABOUT GEN

My good friend Jellybean Madison tagged me with her random facts. A cool little game she came across about peoples random facts. Here's how:
(1) Each player starts with eight random facts/habits about themselves.(2) People who are tagged need to write a post on their own blog (about their eight things) and post these rules.(3) At the end of your blog, you need to choose eight people to get tagged and list their names.(4) Leave a comment telling them they're tagged, and to read your blog.
Do You REALLLY wanna know lol:
1. I absolutely love love love tomatoes. Especially on sandwiches with mayo not that booboo salad dressing, I’m talking that REAL KRAFT MAYO. MMM on honey oat bread with a slice of American Cheese.
2. I‘m almost never on SL on Sundays cuz my moms too dang nosey for me. “Who’s that? What’s that do? Who’s he? What is your lil person wearing?” booboo nosiness.
3. I attempted writing a book once and put it on hold when I decided to start a family. Well not decided but took an abrupt surprise on me. Eventually I’ll continue one day.
4. I think monkeys are just the cutest but only when referring to dolls. Real monkeys are that cute, plus they fling poo.
5. I never believed in love at 1st sight until I held my baby girl. She was so adorable.
6. Yes, I watch cartoons every Saturday morning angry beavers and invader zim are my favorites.
7. I adore musicals. My absolute faves are Chicago and Phantom of the Opera. I could be locked in a room with just those for days at a time. But my fave movie movie is The Count of Monte Cristo….
8. I’m a hopeless romantic, yet I’m not too sensitive…and I’m a sucker for surprises.

ok so im guessing i should tag SOMMMMEBODY.... LETS TRY UMMMMM UHHH VIC &CC.!!!

Saturday, December 1, 2007

Honesty has shown me affection
Affection has given me trust
Trust has offered up its self to give me life
A life I never thought I'd have
His friendship turned in to a kiss, a touch
Something as surreal as passion
He makes my heart palpitate with ever hello
His words like warm vanilla sugar
I miss him when he’s afk too long
He treats my heart like a delicate flower
My body like its his own
Submerges my mind in first-class conversations
That would drown anyone
Is he real…I my eyes to make sure
I’m not imagining him
He’s everything I ever wanted
Even more then I could envision having
As our friendship grows
So does our bond
Blossoming into… who knows
Just glad to be his